Heavenly Obligations
1/1/02

The stack of files
Grows incredibly high
8 inches of tasks to do
I feel a bit
overwhelmed at times
Tho Id do it all again just for you.
Pale yellow newborns
In the hands of God
Oms the healing to pray
the perfect health
And love you need
Each and every day.
Love relationships
on the rocks
And nobody even knows why
Oms the healing
And We all pray
Love and Wisdom inside.
Concert to arrange
within a year or two
Now how am I to do THAT?
So many more things
just the tip of the list
As I reach down to pet my cat
who loves me so
and stays by my side
Even when Im far from home
Performing the obligations
Ive now assumed
within the Council of Nine.
I feel so blessed
So very humbled
As I move down thru the list
For I surely want
To Please my Lord
And do my very best.



Fabiens Love
1/2/02

I had a vision today
Of bluegreens and pinks
And Purple Hearts of Light
It reminded me of
Fabien's 'Love'
Within my inner sight
And I marveled at the
appearance of this
the colors shape and size
It was such consistency
of his works
It caught me by surprise
It must be the Love
within that heart of yours
That visited me today
It must be a work
of the Powers above
Manifesting in DNA.
But it took you to do this;
the very special you
To make it real for me
And show me a love
close to my heart
In Light rays I could see.
How special you are
I just love you to pieces
So this poem is just for you
My dedication
to a very special man
In everything you are and do.

Dedicated to Gregory my dear friend.


Hopi
1/14/01

I went to visit the Hopi last night
Concerned about what they'd said
About me to a friend of mine
I wanted to know instead.
Why would they council
Caution about me
Unless they're afraid of Truth?
For indeed when I visited I could see
More than they wanted me to...
The Elders greeted me
And tho they were afraid
They let me partake of their kind
I wondered of this
And why it was so
As I sat in the row behind.
My soul-mate approaches
Says see what they think?
As I noticed the stones were dull
Because of your wings
And because of your Light
They think you rule them all..
Then I went upstairs
And found officials in bed with a form of ET
Because of this the Hopi lost sight
It made me sick to see
And when I awoke
The words in my head
Were greed greed greed greed greed
All over money and power I find;
In those that want to lead.
Wake UP Wake UP
Dont sell your soul tonite
I have no motives but Love and Respect
you're about to lose the fight!
Return to the Elders
And pay attention to them
You are the LIGHT yourself!!
Dont let others all over Greed
Remove your inner wealth..



Gentle and Whispered Grace
1/16/01

In the eye of the storm
comes the calmness of the soul
In the meeting of the heart
The protective hold.
If I spoke my mind to you
Told you how I felt inside
Would you embrace the love I feel
Or would you run and hide?
For it wells within
Expressed from the heart
As gentle and whispered grace
To form the words I find so hard
Yet within my soul they pace
And long for escape
Thru the words printed here
To a very special man
Who seems to know
And knows to care
And cares to understand.



For a Beautiful Soul..
1/20/02

A special poem
for a beautiful soul
That strikes the liquid spark
From that which runs
So deep within
his rich and caring heart.
Ahhh that life would
stay like this
Dreams the lonely night thru
Of memories spent
within the arms
Of a special man like you.



Keys
1/21/02

In the middle of the Light youre there
In the middle of the Light Im there
In the middle of the Love, the Light, the Joy we share
You give me keys
Keys
Keys.
Its time for us to awake Children
Its time for us to partake within
Its time for us to activate our DNA and then
Receive the keys.
Keys
Keys.
O A E A O A E O A E A!!

 

Tribute to Bobby
1/28/02

I walk along the corridors
Of the awakening of my soul
The whispered truths that dare to speak
Within dimensions I behold
that go beyond
Altered time
And into Realms of Light
That show to me
who I really am
As I travel within the night.
The balance so precarious
I might fall
But Ive been given friends
To be there for me
thru it all
So that in the end
I cannot say
I was alone
And cared not about
And I want you to know
What you've meant to me
In balancing the doubt.
Someone else would say
Im crazy or mental
But Ive not heard that from you
You've understood
And smoothed the way
With assurance to help me thru.
Thank you Bobby..



Lovely First Lady Laura
1/30/02

Sitting with your beautiful
Tanned legs crossed
looking to the ground
Afraid to look to either side
Afraid to look around.
My Lovely First Lady
You dont seem to approve
of the world you have around you
A call for protection yet you push away
Those that try to soothe?
I dont know anything that can be done
To awaken you within
You're so beautiful
in all your outward respects
Yet you refuse to begin
to accept the fact
That the world is not
Everything you've been shown
It must be just like
How you've been bred
And now lonliness is in your home.
Even tho I heard you cry and came to see
Exactly what I could do
You pushed me away
Like some forgotten dust
That shouldnt be touching you.
Maybe you should wonder
How I reached you in the first place
My Lovely First Lady Laura...

'Music has been called the speech of the angels, and
it brings a special comfort to our nation.'
-Laura Bush;
John F. Kennedy Center, "A Concert for America"
Monday, September 24, 2001

Remember Laura.
Remember what you have said.
As you have spoken, so shall it truly be.
The Protection of the Angels is upon you now
And soon, you will see...



Once in a Window
2/01/02

I was afraid you'd left again
Just like so long ago
When I saw you for a time
Wrote songs of our Love
Once in a Window.
Sparkling, magical dreams of you
Soul-mate of my Heart
Then as suddenly as you appeared
You said you had to part.
But you came to me last year
Said you'd never leave me again
Yet with all that has happened
The winter darkness
The distance began
to grow once more
and I was afraid
But I see now you're still here
I see how you protect
Keeping Evil at bay
And removing all my fear.
You tell me to sing;
Songs of love for us
They will break down the doors
Create our future together again
Now and forevermore.
Once in a window
And again last night
You reminded me this IS.
And you showed me your love
Even this winter
You showed me all of this.
How the lines are kept open
And how if I sing
This IS our Light
Once in a Window
Will become every day
As well as every night.



The Malaysia Connection
2/01/02

Funny how things
Run their lines
Tho they tried to run one on me
But I discovered
Their awful truth
And now I can surely see
The Malaysia Connection
Where they carry out
Implantation experiments
Men in suits
Plotting their crimes
Do you really think you make sense?
To carry this
outside of the States
So that others will be unwise
In the setting off
Of a nuclear bomb
To come as a surprise
by the Implantation
Of a frail old man
Who cant fight against you
As I cried 'Dad!!'
And I led him away
You were in a bit of shock too..
I see
Made me smile
You evil EVIL men
If I have my way
Your plans will be destroyed
And of course then
Your plot will be discovered
Brought to Light
Before its too late
And those implanted
will finally be free
And Justice will be your fate.


Ultra Aqua Love
2/02/02

We took a ride you and me
Down the road of Life
Mountain sides
And pure green grass
Birds the size of night
And into the ocean
Aquamarine
Warm and skimming across
The surface
In our aquamobile
All just because
The whales were emerging
In their dance of life
Loving the water so
And the sun was shining
Down upon us
This was quite the ride, you know?
I smiled at you
As you skimmed right on
Without the slightest care
Life was fast
Life was wonderful
And Love was in the air
And in the sea
And on the ground
Think we should stop for a break?
Sure as you winked
And headed for shore
Aww this was just a small lake.
I looked at you
remembering the whales
In their awesome size
And giggled a bit
Cause I knew you'd planned
This as a wonderful surprise.
What's the occasion?
I asked as we entered
The restaurant by the sea
Nothing much
you replied
Just celebrating you and me.
Some girl was getting up
to the mic to sing
And I said 'wait this is where I belong'
As I grabbed the mic
And began to sing
A romanticly stirring song.
All about how I really did care
And how I loved you so
Even got down on my knees
in front of your chair
As my voice lifted high and low
And into your heart
Where I could see you blush
But only cause I knew
How you really felt deep inside
And that you really loved me too.
What a ride we took last night
Waves of emotions
Into the Heavenly world above
Into ultra sights
And ultra sounds
And Ultra Aqua Love.



Children of Bulgaria
2/04/02

Amazing what I just read
In an email sent
Concerning something Ive seen
It seems the Children
Of Bulgaria
Tend to agree with me.
They speak of the Grid
Lines of Light above the land
In place for us these days
This piqued my interest
So I decided to visit
To see what they might say.
They gathered round
With smiles on their faces
And showed me something new
A 'cross' made of heads
Yet the head on top
Was missing from it too
I asked them about this
And they sort of smiled
As they quickly explained
That we are the Head
Of the rest of the Body
The Christos is not in vain.
Blessed Children
Children of Bulgaria
You have touched my heart and my soul
Indeed you are Blessed
With Vision Beyond
And I can see your Heart is full
Of Love and Light
And all that is good
And you shall surely lead
Many others
In your visionary quest
In the planting of the Seeds.




Motherland of Our Heart
2/07/02

Sweet India
Lovely India
Motherland of our Heart
Does your spirit wane
and bring the doubts
Of the sacredness of your part?
Why do you perceive
Your holiness
As bringing on more war
to the world you see
Within the Heart
Of that which I see torn?
I went into the Heavens last night
To the Masters in deep meditation
In the Chambers of God's Heart
And witnessed dedication
To the Principles of Love
And I heard the Master ask
'Who's looking for my Heart?
I bowed and closed my eyes
And I replied, 'I, my Lord'
And I knew within my soul
The question the night before
had been answered
of India and why the war...

Sweet India
Lovely India
Motherland of our Heart
Do not forget..

 

 

 

  Life Goes On..

4/12/02

Like a child again,
bathed in the waters
of mothers and fathers
gods of the dreamtime
that come and go
and raise me as they see fit.
mustnt do this
mustnt do that
dont hang with the old man..
that crusted filled with holes
soul of a man
sitting on the broken steps
at the back of the house
filled with semi-light
semi-yellow
semi-night.
He doesnt need your help
as I feel the aging sickness
nurses rush by my side
telling me Ive so much more to do
dressed in the sackcloth
of old saints
and new wine
reading chapter 12
Revelations
of the mind
I tried to read from the beginning
of the book
but its still Chapter 12
as it appears before me
in phenomena synchronized
beyond my ability to
perceive its occurrence
in a physical reality
I am no longer a part of.
This is my reality now
As I sidestep the
avenging gods..
Entering the grid
and forming the crop circles
thru yesterdays
and tomorrows
and time beyond space.
WE are time..
WE are space..
Formed galaxies of
star-producing Love..
Inter-dimensional realities
of conscious immortality
The circle within a circle.
I see it all so clearly now..

I forgot to say
Happy Mothers Day
to the Angels in my dreams
For I am no longer
an illusional mother
but am surely the child
it seems.

Its a beautiful day today
Sun shining brightly
Spilling into the heavenly realms
Midst warm azure skies
That spell liquid vividness
of orphaned continuance
in a shower of golden rays..
and life goes on.
I think I'll cut my hair today..

 

The 'Kumaras'

4/18/02

 

Oh beloved Ascended Masters,
Angels, Avatars, Saints and
Christs in Higher Planes
You are here; have been,
always shall be...ascended
in frequency. Benevolent to
all and loving and giving.

How can I express what you mean to me?
Mere words cannot describe
All you have given to me; and all you do,
From the least of us to THE ONE.
You have given so very freely so...
Just look where Im at now!

The Mechanics of the Ascensions!!

I have been blessed
NO doubt about THAT one!!
Beyond my wildest imaginations
NO DOUBT about that one at ALL!
My goodness!! It overflows me...

It boggles the mind!! Yet it is so very real..

So I shall name you 'The Kumaras'
In honor for all you have done for me.

For you come to me
when I approach in vibrationals
and speak to me freely one on one
audibly; sentences and incredible knowledge
tell me what is good for me
what isnt
what I should do next
what to watch out for...
what I can do to help..

 

and together WE are the Kumaras
following in the Footsteps of our
Beloved Sanat Kumara Planetary Logos
After all, We are partners; bringing thru
the Planetary and Collective Ascensions
TOGETHER AS ONE!

 

I promise I will do as I can..
I promise I will always love you
and do my best to give to you as you ask.
After all, what else can I give you
to repay you for all you've done for me?
A perfect example of the Ladder
above the Trees...

 

When I asked why you were so
free with the informationals and words
and knowledge to me you replied
'Because we're partners'! Well
that was nice.

 

And the Blessing of Lady Nada with the
Blue Star of the Pleiades in honor?
Thats a first!

 

And the taking on of the name 'Kumara' as
the surname for those in Higher Planes
now and forevermore even after naming you
The Kumaras?? THATS definitely a first!

 

And the SIGN OF THE KUMARAS?
What a beautiful sign..even now others
have come to me and asked about it
when they received it...how quickly it
has spread! And everyone of them right..

 

And You said...EVERYONE!
Everyone can be a Kumara!
Just be in agreement with LOVE,
and lay the Ego down. Help with
the Planetary Ascension and SING!

 

You will know if you are chosen
for the sign will come easily
and the one to ask will be
in your life already...

 

You cannot love what refuses to be loved
You cannot heal what refuses to be healed
and you cannot respect what refuses to be respected.

 

It is in loving, that we are loved.
It is in healing, that we are healed.
It is in doing, that it gets done,
It is in respecting, that we are respected,

And it is in honoring, that we are now honored.

And what can I give to you in return
my Beloved Kumaras??

 

Not much...but my love...loyalty and honor
forevermore....and to do as you ask of me.
And now that it is done, So Be It!

 

No one ever told me of the price I would pay
to be as I am...yet, I would not trade
it for all the realities in the whole of the Universe..

 

Would you?
For now,
I am a Kumara too...

 

 

 

 

 

A Michaelangelo Night

4/14/02

 

Sitting East
Hand stretched clouds
over the mountains
reaching for the earth
and all who reside within
I sit in awe.
Shades of pinks and greys
Fingers overcoming
the Eighth chakra
Like a Van Gogh
displayed in microsity
Like a Michaelangelo
the creator while
upon his back...
Was it really the artist
that painted with such depth
or did the depth become the god
that mighty god that was always
a part of the man...
coming forth in bits and pieces
coming forth in thoughts and dreams
coming forth in creation
Like a Michaelangelo Night
In the hands of God.